![]() Our population would probably be at most a quarter of what it is today (think about all the worries that plague the minds of most parents). Lord I will love you forever, and commit me very soul and existence to you today, and forever.If our thoughts, alone, were that powerful, then the world would have ended many a century ago (think about how long doomsayers have been predicting the end of time). Help me to forgive as I am not perfect and am in no position to judge. Bless my enemies Lord, I didn't know I made enemies so easy, and felt much hurt from that. Lord, thank you and bless my animals who are a source of joy in my life. Bless my wonderful friends who loved me for who and what I was, and hopefully will love me even more. Bless Tim's family, Teresa as she gets over her loss of her beloved Steve, and Marilyn, Tim's Gram, who has seemed to have found the fountain of youth. Bless my family who I probably expect too much out of but are loved dearly. Help them to learn and act in your holy name. Please my kids, Lindsay and Kaite, and those not quite mine but loved so dearly, TT and Emma. ![]() Lord please continue to bless me, bless Tim who has so much heart and love and struggling to to find his way. It seems like it took forever, yet I am a babe in the woods in search of all of you. It is your birthday! Happy Birthday my sweet master. I am so blessed so loved and so filled with joy Jesus. Lord you carried me through you ALL things. Please make me even stronger, more loving, more generous, more compassionate. ![]() I am so in love with you and thank you for all that you have done. You that stood beside me, lifted me up, carried me a million miles, through the wind, the rain, and the fires of hell. You helped with medication, but it was you Jesus. ![]() You blessed me with Tim, who did the best to help me, and Ardith, a saint if there ever was one. I will never, ever forget how you lifted me up every day when darkness and despair was the only thing I could feel. My heart was broken in pieces when I was growing up, and I just always pushed the limits to see how far I could go, but still a scared young child craving love and attention. I have always loved and craved love more than anything before. I am free - I know for the first time in my life what peace is, what joy is, what salvation is. I need not fear, I need not feel lost and guilty. Well I guess I am not me, but a better me, like Norm 2.0 but this time with Jesus Christ as the center of my life. Hallelujah!!! You rescued me from my self, Lord Jesus, you stuck by me, and helped to get better when I was so very sick I didn't think I would ever be me again. You rescued me from the deepest, darkest part, where there is only despair and no hope. You would forgive a sinner like me, who would whore around, lie, hurt, and be so filled with anxiety, hurt and fear, that I tried so many times, unconsciously to lose my very essence or being. GOD you truly are magnificent that you would send your son Jesus Christ to save us, it is the greatest gift of all.
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